this was the start of my new life.. i'm gonna live alone for 27 months..gonna be learning culinary..it's all because i was amazed with all the famous chef on television..i'm interested in culinary cause i wanna cook something delicious for my family..and i hope to cook for someone special..really wanna cook for her..^_^..
i don't know why but it seems that everyone is pushing me aside..i just need to be sent but no one can do that..i haven't heard any news from my friends..everyone is using me..it makes me sad but i got to make them happy..i'm not gonna try make friends when i started my studies..i just don't want to hurt them..it's better to prevent then to cure a broken heart..and my number always seem got a wrong number messaging or calling my number..i'm thinking of changing..but i'm just gonna hold on to this number for a little while more..
i'm worried about her..but she a tough girl..haha..a brilliant girl actually..she's studying hard there..hope she can get an excellent result..once in awhile i wish i was studying with her..but what to do..our road haven't crossed each other yet..i don't even know whether our roads will crossed each other..if fate make's it then i will really be grateful..still contacting her once in awhile..i don't any news i can share with her..and she is busy with her works there..really miss her..
