wuaaaaa..

i wanna go back in time..

i want everything to go back to normal..

T.T..

i don't want to hurt her..

it's just an unbearable feeling to have..

to hurt someone that care about you..

please let me go back in time and prevent myself from hurting her..

at least it'll reduce the depression that i have to life..

even just a little..

i..

am..

really..

sorry..

that..

i..

hurt..

your..

feelings..

sis..

maybe i do deserve being treated like this after making sis like that..

you know that i listen to you..

so i will follow what sis say..

i will stay away..

soon i'm gonna stay away forever..

very soon..

T.T..

so don't worry..

it won't be long until that time comes..

^.^..

so you can be happy..

yay..

no more interruption..

i wanna tell you about the girl i saw at FHM..

she was..

umm..

actually i don't know anything about her..

she looks like a princess..

i really cannot explain how she look like..

cause i never see anything like that before..

she was really beautiful..

i wish i can see her again..

really wanna see her..

at least before that time comes..