why can't i forget about her??
it's sad to stay like this..
it was a mistake to fell in love with her anyway..
cause she was never meant for me..
although we had some happy time together..
it only became a memory for me..
even if it was a memory..
it was the best memory i ever had..
when i first saw her..
i was nervous..
i don't know why..
it just happen..
but after awhile i knew her..
it was fun to be her friend..
she has a complicated personality..
that's why it's fun to be with her..
i promised that i won't leave her..
how can i do that??
it's really hard when your not meant for that person..
i really don't know what to do..
how can i keep that promise??
it was just find when she was only my friend..
but something in the world made her mad or something..
we didn't talk for a month..
in that time i waited..
i begged..
i was thinking of a way for her to talk to me back..
even ask for a friend a.k.a. kakak to help..
after that tragedy happen..
she only talk to me a little bit..
at that time i started to miss her..
her beautiful voice..
her cute smile..
her sweet face..
and most important of all..
her pretty eyes..
if that tragedy never happen..
i would only be her friend..
but since it happen..
i realize something..
but i need some clarification..
so i ask my kakak(friend) what's wrong with me..
then she said that i'm in love with her..
my heart started to pound faster everytime i saw her..
i smile every time i see her face..
it was only in the past anyway..
i can't move on..
i don't want to..
because i'm in love with her..
and i promised i won't leave her..
^_^..
>.<..
if god wills it..
someday i will move on..
but for now..
i just have to wait..
