why??

why can't i forget about her??

it's sad to stay like this..

it was a mistake to fell in love with her anyway..

cause she was never meant for me..

although we had some happy time together..

it only became a memory for me..

even if it was a memory..

it was the best memory i ever had..

when i first saw her..

i was nervous..

i don't know why..

it just happen..

but after awhile i knew her..

it was fun to be her friend..

she has a complicated personality..

that's why it's fun to be with her..

i promised that i won't leave her..

how can i do that??

it's really hard when your not meant for that person..

i really don't know what to do..

how can i keep that promise??

it was just find when she was only my friend..

but something in the world made her mad or something..

we didn't talk for a month..

in that time i waited..

i begged..

i was thinking of a way for her to talk to me back..

even ask for a friend a.k.a. kakak to help..

after that tragedy happen..

she only talk to me a little bit..

at that time i started to miss her..

her beautiful voice..

her cute smile..

her sweet face..

and most important of all..

her pretty eyes..

if that tragedy never happen..

i would only be her friend..

but since it happen..

i realize something..

but i need some clarification..

so i ask my kakak(friend) what's wrong with me..

then she said that i'm in love with her..

my heart started to pound faster everytime i saw her..

i smile every time i see her face..

it was only in the past anyway..

i can't move on..

i don't want to..

because i'm in love with her..

and i promised i won't leave her..

^_^..

>.<..

if god wills it..

someday i will move on..

but for now..

i just have to wait..