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i don't know why.. recently i feel like i want to be alone.. bloggie..what's wrong with me?? lol.. i'm weird.. i'm still trying to figure out why am i like this.. i hate myself for being like this.. i'm sad.. and nothing seem to cheer me up.. i feel sick.. like very freaking sick.. feel like puking.. and the head is dizzy.. feel very sleepy.. no energy.. bloggie.. help me.. i trying my best to not feel sick.. hahaha.. i wanna to hide all the pain, all the sickness, basically i want to hide everything that i can that make anyone concern about me.. i just want to show them the happy, healthy me even though i am sick..haha.. i need to change myself.. need to show them the normal me.. i don't want to let anyone take the burden for me.. let me alone suffer all the pain all the sickness by my own power.. because in this world we need to learn to be independent and not always rely on others.. when you rely to much one someone, how could you manage yourself when the person no longer there for you??