In life there is nothing for you to lean on or anyone to lean to..life is like a survival for your own life facing through any obstacle that may be in your way..But after being in pain like this for a long period of time just makes you need someone to be around and take care of you.. but no matter how hard I hope for it to happen it never going to appear no matter what..It is sad but that is what my life is..sadness..nothing more.. I really want to turn it around so much but it's not even possible. .I tried but it ended up just a false alarm..i need someone..I just don't want that to happen again..I really don't want it to happen ever again..