The past

Reading back everything I wrote made me cry..cause since last time I tried to give up one everything but I didn't. .I still tried to be happy..But I guess it really was a mistake..I ended up getting hurt again and again..I never learn can I?? Why can't I just try to be alone for once?? I guess I needed a companion by me.. its not a right thing to do..I have to be alone..I need to get away from everyone..I have to be by myself..so that the aching heart won't hurt so much..